Remember that time when you said, “I’m not going to go running back to him again, i’m not gonna make that mistake again, I don’t want my heart broken again.” ? Yeaah, so do I. But for some reason, when you kissed me again, for the first time in a long time, all what was said, didn’t matter anymore. Those word’s disappeared, when you smiled at me again, the way you hurt me before, were nothing anymore. I don’t know if I was stupid to let you back into my life again, after what happened, but if I was, than honestly, i dont’ give a fuck, because as long as i’m happy I think that’s all that matters. I just hope i’m not heading for another heart-break again. i don’t wanna cry no more tears over you again, unless there out of happiness. That night we got back together, you wouldn’t believe how happy I was, how fast my heart was beating, how long after that I smiled. I was so happy to be in your arm’s again. What even made it more better, was when you apologized. That take’s a lot for a guy to do, especially someone like you, to admit to there fuck-up’s. “Im’ Sorry for treating you bad, and for being a dummass before.” Those words’ hit me like a brick! Because for as long as I knew you, you were the type to not give a fuck about what you said or did to anyone, so that shocked the fuck out of me! lol. & When you were hugging me and then you put your head on my shoulder and said “I missed you.” Those 3 words’ had me smiling for hours and hours, even long after we were apart. There still running through my head to this day. That night when we went to go hang out with your friends, what made me happy that night, is that you didn’t care that they were there, you still hugged me, kissed me, ignored them to talk to me. I loved it when, everytime I pulled away, or looked away from you, you hugged me, pulled me closer, turned my head towards you, looked in my eyes, smiled then said “I missed you”, and gave me a kiss. You even told them about everything that we’ve been through, from the time when we got pulled over by the cops, and we were both high as fuck, to the time when you ran all the way to my house at 1 in the morning, in the freezing cold, even though we were 15 miles apart, you ran all the way, just to see me because you said you missed me. You have no idea how happy I am to know that we’re back together again, how much times I smile in a day just thinking about you. I’m praying to god that this time it works, that this time you stay loyal and true to me, that this time you appreciate you as much as I appreciate you. Please Nick, thats all I ask!